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May 06
2008

WHY AM I EMBARASED ???

STARTED THIS DAY, AND WITHIN AN HOUR IT BECAME DAY # 12 FOR THROWING UP AND FEELING LIKE WARMED OVER DOG POOP. CALLED DOC AND DRUG MYSELF TO HER OFFICE.  I TALKED TO HER ABOUT MY TEETH,  MY NEWEST PRESCRIPTION DRUG, (STARTED END OF MARCH),  AND THE POSSIBILITY OF IT BEING THE FLU.  I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS EMBARASED ME SO, BUT SHE GAVE ME A NEW PRESCRIPTION FOR,  PHENERGEN, ( A  NO-MORE-PUKE MED )AND TOLD ME SHE THINKS IT IS ...STRESS!!..  I WANTED TO CRY... I WAS SO SHOCKED.  I'M THE STRONG ONE,  THE DECISION MAKER, THE SUPERVISOR THAT KEEPS OUR HOME RUNNING SMOOTHLY.  I CAN'T BE LETTING A LITTLE STRESS BE LAYING ME OUT LIKE A HELPLESS SLUG.  SO I GOT THE NEW MED, CAME HOME AND TOOK IT JUST KNOWING I WOULD THROW IT RIGHT BACK UP LIKE I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR 12 DAYS.  1 HOUR...NOTHING,   2HOURS...NOTHING,   3 HOURS...NOTHING  BY THIS TIME I WAS AGAIN IN SHOCK THAT I HADNT THROWM UP IN LIKE  4  HOURS.  SOOOO I GUESS OLD HARD ASS GLORIA HAS THE NERVES OF A FLEA WHEN IT COMES TO STRESS.  LOL  HAVEN'T BEEN OVERWHELMED WITH STRESS IN YEARS AND YEARS, AT LEAST NOT LIKE THIS.  IT IS NOW 3:AM AND THE ONLY THING I FEEL IS ...WONDERFUL.   GOTTA HIT THE SACK...TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY!!!





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embarassed and stressed?
written by zinnia, May 06, 2008
omg!!! gloria is a human being! there's been a massive shift in the time space continuum! nothing will ever be the same again!

i'm so glad you feel better. no more barfing. yell at someone if you're so stressed. you can even send me nasty messages pretending i'm the offender, but no more barfing. not a good stress release.
GOOD GRACIOUS!!!
written by norma, May 06, 2008
Gloria...LOL the world is heavy as hell...doesn't it feel good to put it down for a while... smilies/shocked.gif smilies/wink.giflove ya...
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written by morningglory/oldglory, May 06, 2008
zinnia and norma and everyone else who has sent me good thoughts....I am overwhelmed and so grateful!! Thank you from the bottom of my heart! Being bipolar is so much easier when you have those who have lived it, with you.
Love to you all
Gloria
throwing up
written by cats4me59, May 07, 2008
i have seen periods in my life when i was so stressed it came from both ends. try to take sometime for your self. i did say try, because i know that can be hard especially when you are the keeper at home. so am i, always have been through two marriages, first hub would use all money an drugs and partying if i didn't get it from him on payday. second is just a lump who leaves all responsibilitgy to me. have always been responsible for kids. now am for 3 grandchildren under 3. i have to work to keep sane. guess what i do am a school bus driver (special needs) and parapro (teaching) for special needs kids. so stress runs extremely high here. my med dosage is high.
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written by morningglory/oldglory, May 07, 2008
Thank you cats. I take comfort in knowing I am not alone. Part of me hates that anyone else would suffer stress to this point, but knowing there are others helps.
Love
Gloria

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