|Apr 30 2011|
What do you do when someones opinions comments or beliefs offend or upset you to the core...
and that person is the one you love, you tell them how you feel and they dont see what they are doingis wrong and that you are over reacting....
All can do is to withdraw from him, its my only power left but i still feel it makes me into the nutty fruit cake in his eyes not the upset wife.
why does speaking out get me here, not into loving arms!!!
Its so hard to not say any thing when some one is saying and doing things you just cant bare yourself never mind in front your son.
The worst thing is he does not see what he is doing is wrong and that it truly does upset to the level it does....
I know your not supposed to change someone but now we have our son it seems impossible to say nothing.
I write this knowing if he read this he would say im mad nutty and over top.
love to me is more saying it,its caring and sharing and trying your best to make your best to make your love feel ten foot tall not to feel the lowest of the low.
When he not behaving this way - i feel so alive so loved so wanted just most loved girl in the world, but this always shorted lived, before the next round of the battle of the wills.
is this love? if it is its not what need!!!!
He can never tell why he seems to want to make me mad or upset.
Why can't he see that I can't handle his mind games, his pickie pickie attitude never giving me praise just finding things to pick at me about.
Why are men so hard to figure out and for them to see there in the wrong/
I don't want feel this way - I want to feel love for him and for him to make me feel special. But I guess in this case the saying you always hurt the ones you love. I know he would be cross i am writing in here, but i have to get off my chest. I just believe i let him get to me and end up sounding like the mad one. I know I am good person and that he is wrong, its not all me.
but i have to try and not let him turn me into person he turns me into.
the yelling cursing wonder women.
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