|May 20 2012|
I havent called my doctor since going off my meds.
The truth is, I feel amazing.
I still heave a headache, yes, but I just feel so much better in every other aspect.
And I dont feel like doing this all over again. I was on gabapentin for way longer than I wanted to be, I asked and asked and asked to go off it and they wouldn't let me. I'm not giving her another chance to ignore my wishes.
Plus, I've kind of accepted all of this.
I'm starting to be okay with having this headache. I'm functioning in society, I'm maybe even thriving. I am having fun and I am happy.
So who cares?
Its like... I hate the roller coaster of hoping "oh maybe this will work" and then it doesnt, its a let down. And then we just do it over again. I'm tired of that.
Ive just accepted it and to be completely honest? I feel so much happier now.
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