|Nov 05 2011|
They are things that everyone can do, and things everyone can't. Not everyone has the same lists for these. My list has most definitely changed since I've gotten this NDPH bull. The thing is, it's been three years now. The things I have added to my can list have way surpassed my can'ts.
-I can get through this.
-I can graduate high school with a all day everyday headache.
-I can work full time, have a boyfriend, friends, relationship with my family.
-I can take dissappointment after dissappointment. I can be let down
constantly and not let it phase me.
-I can still thrive.
-I can be bigger than this.
The thing is, even if we can't do as much as we used to be able to, what we have accomplished is pretty impressive. I don't just believe that about myself but about anyone that is dealing with what I am.
I know that we have not chosen the easy way out. I understand the depression that comes with this kind of thing, I understand how much better the other side looks. I was there. I am not anymore. I hope that depression doesn't steal any of your lives, it definitely had a grip on mine.
I've started making my passwords more positive things. If you find yourself typing "I am strong" or "I am awesome" over and over everyday, you start to believe it.
We are a strong group of people.
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