|May 20 2012|
I am feeling really down tonite . .sometimes I think I'm over sensitive. My birthday was yesterday and I have a twin brother that lives in the same city I do. Anyway, he alwayplans something for himself for his birthday and refers to "our" birthday as his birthday. I know we are two separate people but he is on the selfish side I beleive. I've always thought that he seems to only think about himself. Growing up I felt a bond with him and I think he did to. I use to always look after him and check with his teachers to see if he was behaving. I would do anything for him - anything.
I just feel like he doesn't feel the same way about me as I do about him. That is what hurts. I would be nice if we could plan a birthday party together and have our friends come. He plans something and then calls a few days before to say I'm invited. I just think that there is something wrong with the picture sometime. Like I said, I may just be too sensitive but I can't help how I feel. There has been so many times I have been there for him through thick and thin and I just wish I could count on him in the same way. Thank you for listening . .
Rain, rain go away!!!
Proud of myself
Rainy here in Austin
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