|May 04 2012|
I had put a ad on rover.dom to be pet sitter when people are out of town, and I got my first call today. I will be taking care of 2 chijuajua's and a fox terrier. I amtrying to save up money for my daughter's school clothes in the fall.
I wish my twin brother would be more involved with my life. He says he is but actions do not show it. I miss my mom and grandmother every day. I was especially close with my grandmother.
I know I have to be on my meds, but I nearly get angry everyday when I have to take so many pills. It's not fair. But, I've learned life isn't fair.
I always live in the fear that my depression will appear. I don't know if I could go through such a rough time again. I had not been diagosed properly so in 2006 what I thought was a severe case of clinical depression was really manic depression. I had been real high the months previous but didn't know why. I just thought I was lucky.
This diary is so good for me. Thank you MDJunction and my friends on this forum. I have never had friends or family that understood me or even cared.
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