I know it must be hard to feel so anxious at work. It would be difficult to explain your illness also. I am sorry you have to go thrugh this. Maybe you can write a list for yourself of what the worse thing they could say was and then figure out how it would effect you. If that is the worse would it be that bad? Does that make sense? Im not sure Im explaining it right. Anyway I hope things get better for you.

I had co workers go to HR because they were worried about me. Then she wanted to talk to me. That just made me feel worse. I understand they are there to help but ther are not trained in the fields we need to help us thats for sure. I hope it goes alright. My thoughts are just get it done and over with.