|Oct 29 2008|
Lately it seems like there is no reason to get out of bed. I lay face down in the pillows hope for the day to end before it even starts, then Brutus (my 12 rotten/lab) starts wiggling histell. all you can hear is boom, boom, his tail hitting the door, as he starts to dance around, sometimes he is the only reason I even get out of bed. He loves me and depends on me. Besides my sister Brutus is my oldest, and dearest friend. I have tought him all of his comands in hand movements, he knows come by the nod of my head. Lately hes been losing some wieght, he had his splean removed( a $900. surgrey) but what could 'I do let my best friend die without a fighting chance? There has been many times that Ive wanted to just give up and leave this world, and then old Brutus looks at me with these big amber collored eyes, I start thinking this ol guy has done everything in his power to ensure that my happyness was put first ran all over the place chaicing a stick, do you think this was his idea, no he did it to please me. He has sat by my side while I cryed screamed and has never judged me. He has seen me at my best and at my worst, and loves me just the same.
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