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too Young to feel this way

so tired

so sick and tired of pain and no understanding!!!!

Jun 15 2010

I have gone thru so much Crap to try to get some pain relife and No one wants to hear what I got to say and if they do they look at me as though I am lying. what the Crap why would I lie aboutbeing in pain and can't you tell you live with me and the ones that don't knows me well enough to know better than I would lie about something like that..Can't you tell just by watching me walk or do you not see my tears as they run down my face as I try to do things Like YOU want me to. Its Crazy that these people say they love me but at the same time they look at me thru hate filled eyes. like I just want to lay here and you take care of me...NO I WANT MY LIFE BACK!!!!! I WANT OUR LIFE BACK TOGETHER TOO!!!!! DANG IT!!! WHY I know so many other people are in worse shape than me but i feel as if I am getting worse not better....I love my family with all my heart but do they really love me? why do I feel so guilty because Im sick!!!!NO Dr. wants to give me anything for pain worried Ill be addicted.well im just gonna say this one more time if im gonna hurt this bad the rest of my life I would rather be Addicted to something that could take the pain away!!!! Any way Im going to go lay back down and get all the nasty looks Ive gotten the last few weeks now....I so need a break!!!!

Previous diary posts by mollymae:

Come on!!!!
I Feel Bad today

my Story,my pain

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written by shellbee, June 16, 2010

Yes I agree with KEETER! KEEP FIGHTING! When you go to a new doctor say "are you willing to take the time to listen to me? and find out what is wrong with me" if they arent walk out. Don;t know if you have ever been to a rhuematologist but they are usually more wiling to prescribe pain meds. If they are then great! Remember that they are like on a job interview, just because you go to see em doesn't me you have to hire them! Lots of hugs your way!

written by jlou, June 16, 2010

I have a pysiatrist which is bascially a pain doctor. If you can find one in your area they work with a lot of people who have fibro and RA. He has been pretty good about getting me on the right meds one being amitriptyline which is also a anti-depression med but helps with my pain. Something like that is good because it helps more than one issue (depression and pain) but also I think doctors like to see you on an anti-depression med for any painful disease. If you are already on one, you may need to tweek it a bit. I just raised my dose up another 25 mg. It has helped.

I hope you find help soon. I know how you feel, I was in the same place not that long ago.

written by mollymae, June 16, 2010

I take cymbalt and nuronitn and flexiril and my dr. tells me that is about all he can do for me i took savella and I am allergic to it.