this day sucks

Its been up and down Me and this girl have been dating and then we would break up because i guess we didnt know how are feelings were but last night something changed my mom is hooking up with her dadto date and we kinda become really close togther are feelings are though the roof we are in love like never be for and thats great.......last week her and me were talking on the phone and she said something to be and i dont know what i did but something in my head clicked and i cut her name in my arm im not happy about because it was like a few mouths that i had not cut i dont know what happend i hate hurting the people around me that love me and care about me.......we are together and shes helping me not cut anymore and thats great but just because we are date does not mean i will stop i want to and i have high hopes i wont do it but its not for sure i love her and that wont change im happy shes helping me i love help from the people that love me.......