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this day sucks

im trying not to cut my self....but i dont know what to do about it any more saterday was my first time doing it......idk

im not sure what to do.

Apr 27 2011

ive been really depressed im not on meds yet for it ive been going though this for a long time because of school my dad and mom its not getting any better im not sure what to do anymore i had bad thoughtsof things just wish i could live happy and get away from my mom if you could ever last 2 hours with her i would give you 500 $ just wish it would end and yes i mean my live........

Previous diary posts by tractors:

im not sure anymore
hey something sad
this day kinda sucks.....
Im not sure anymore
need help

need help
all im thinking
wow this day will suck
i need someone
THATS IT

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written by ForeverChanging, May 04, 2011

Tractors,
Please see a doctor about your depression and thoughts of suicide. You can also call the suicide hotline and they can help and tell you where free help is located. Since you arent medicated you would most likely get much better after a couple weeks of treatment on an antidepressant. However, i am not a doctor so....cant give anything but personal opinion. I am praying for you. Please get help. It wont get better till you do. Cry out to God, call a crisis hotline and see your doctor! any of these, and all of these will help.