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this day sucks

im trying not to cut my self....but i dont know what to do about it any more saterday was my first time doing it......idk

im not sure anymore

Apr 27 2011

Things just got bad today at school im hereing voices in my head and there telling me to kill my self and i wont so im cutting wish they would go away cant wait to find a med to help me but any way i was scared and told someone at school the voices got me and i wanted to kill my self but im fine for now............could my day suck any more then now......

Previous diary posts by tractors:

hey something sad
this day kinda sucks.....
Im not sure anymore
need help
need help

all im thinking
wow this day will suck
i need someone
THATS IT
my mom dont understand

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written by ForeverChanging, May 04, 2011

good job hanging in there! you definately need to tell your psychiatrist about this. It could be that you are getting more sick and need treatment or your current meds could be causing it. When my stress gets way too high my ocd goes into overdrive and i have visual hallucinations. Stress goes down and it goes away. Some meds can cause auditory hallucinations so check w your doc and make sure you tell him/her everything....including cutting but make sure you are 100% honest about all symptoms as it could affect treatment. You may need inpatient or outpatient treatment for a couple days.