things i can't say out loud

So much has happened in the last week I hardly get a grasp on one thing and the phone rings with something else,all things are so relative in importance to what the next call brings.

Friday-Oneweek ago my son told me he was seeing someone ....normally this would make me sooooo happy but my first feeling was fear they have history short very painful to my son history the last time they bro

letter to my mom

i love you.

you are 70 years old and you are still married to a man who abuses you.when I was 16 I encouraged you to leave my father because you were so unhappy he wasnot faithfull to you probably had never been faithful to you in all those years and 7 kids the man could not be a good husband he had to sleep around all over town with people you thought were your fr

Been down for a while now, trying to be strong.It seems so petty my little things compaired to what others are facing i should be a happy camper but yet.....Ever since my moon shadow died [he was a beautifulwhite horse]I cry almost every day when no one is around  its been over 2 months .At first my family cried with me then no one wanted to talk about him cause they knew i would start bawlin