I'm back to work and I must say it isn't picking up my mood as much as I had hoped. A new, local job would sure help. However I can't seem to get motivated to get my butt out there and startfilling out apps or applying at temp agencies, like I keep threatening to do. I need a major change in my life. My new hubby and I tried to make love Sunday and it didn't go well. I'm sure that has plenty to do with my sour attitude. I guess all I can do is be patient and try to stay positive. So many people have it worse than me. It's just a matter of focusing on all the good around me. Mark, friends, summer, my grandmother is doing better in the nursing home, etc...