Im still officially disabled!

Ive finally had my assessment and im still classified as dissabled.  The assessment was horrible i got so anxious i havent been able to eat and even though its over i still cant bring myself toeat.  In the assessment the dr started asking me about my symptoms and i just froze i didnt know what to say, but luckily i took someone with me so they answered most of the questions for me which helped a huge amount.  Its left me feeling quite deflated though coz i h8 the idea of being disabled. He also asked me about what the voices were saying to me but i didnt reply coz i felt as if he was intruding in my own little world, its as if they r my voices n no1 elses so y shud i share, if they wanted someone else to hear them theyd talk to someone else.