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May 17
2008
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Today is a very hard day. Iam in severe pain to the point I just don't want to move or even breathe because of the fear of contributing to the pain . On may 13th 2008 I went to the rheumatologist. I have been having severe pain, and swellling in my left wrist, and hand for about almost two months. Had aMRI done, and it came back that my RA was getting worst in my left hand, and is deteriorating from the RA, and On top of that my fibromyalagia is in high attendance In my body, So I did not like the news the Doctor gave me .She stated that I would need to go back on meds for my RA, and So I have started back on plaquenil , and unfortunally I have to go back On methotrexate but We will not discuss that until my next visit. It is very hard when You have disorders, and you try living a normal life. There is nothing that is normal in my life with having to wonder will i be able to dress or feed myself today, and People not understanding what these disorders entail . They need to be more educated, and realize that some of us suffer In silence, beacause for one- there is no real support from some of the relationships in the sufferes lives, So the sufferer feels alone, and I am Here to say in my entry for this day I will be the backbone of someone who is in need even If you were just diagnosed or have suffered with for a lifetime. Just know That Your not Alone . Until next entry Everyone that reads this I want you to stay Encourged, and Have a faith of a mustard seed Quote by RackedWithPain35 "When you look in mirror.....Take a look at that face it sets the tone for the day".....
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I am new to this forum and just read your comments..as I read your post..It reminded me of myself...actually just typing this is sending extreme pain in each finger..but, I just wanted to say that ...the last part of your diary was very telling...because especially when I am at work..people have said to me..we can tell just what type of day your are having because the pain is seen on your face...no matter how you try to hide it..