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Apr 24
2008

MY WORST PANIC DAY EVER

What a horrible day, today has been. I made a complete fool out of myself today . I just couldnt get into the dentists office. I tryed and couldnt. My MOM had to call and tell them I couldnt make it. I have done this twice before. so now I really CANT go back. I am to embarrased.

Also to make matters even worse, last night I was suppossed to start my new job and just couldnt make the drive.

And I am hiding and lieing to my partner so I dont have to hear it from him.

Also he is supportive and will help me, I just couldnt do it.

2 panic attacks today

No sleep last night.

CRAP I HATE THIS





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I hope you feel better soon!!!!!!!
written by mommyofsix / Friend2U, April 24, 2008
I'm so sorry that you're having such a rough time with your panic attacks. Are you taking anything for them or do you have a therapist you talk to? We would be happy to hear from you in the panic attack group. I hope that you find away to feel better soon. If you need anything or just want to talk, I'm here! You can Pm me anytime. Your Friend, Chris
written by chevy, April 25, 2008
Dear woman, I am so sorry...You are going through a rough time right now. At least you tried. And I understand about your job I've done the same thing. Just try to remember you are a good valuable person with talents and gifts to give this world. You are a blessing to people in this qroup. I am concerned about you not being able to reschedule...I hope you can find another dentist. You probably really need to go. But if you can't then you can't. Just know that if you need a friend I'll try to be here for you. smilies/kiss.gif
written by nathansmom, April 25, 2008
THanks to both of you!! I really appreciate it smilies/smiley.gif
written by missashley, April 27, 2008
oh hun..im so sorry. What happened you were doing so GREAT!!! You should have called me I swear to you I know i could have pushed you through that door and made you get in there. ANd I can totally relat to the dentist office. Ingact, i just had to go the other day. ANd they hate me there...last time I swear I tried to kill the dentist..its kind of funny now that I think about it. I got all panicy and got pissed off at him..oh god..was a MESS. Anyway so I had to go to the dentist and he said..."are you going to be good today?" I wanted to tell him to screw off..but I sucked it up, smiled, had severe nervous butterflies and made it through! Your teeth are super important. You have to take care of those...bad teeth can lead to heart disease. So get it done, call your docs office, explain that you have anxiety issues and that this is hard..i swear they understand! And as far as your job...try to call them back and figure it out. REMEMEBER YOUR GOAL..you want to move out remember how jazzed you were? you have to get that "want" back. YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I promise. call me anytime. And you know what? I am still proud of you.I really am! You drove to the dentist or at least attempted to. You LANDED A JOB. thats AMAZING...at least you know you can do it. smilies/smiley.gif

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