I am home alone tonight, doing ok, kinda bored actually. Which is strange for me because I am NEVER bored. EXHAUSTED got no sleep last night.

I figured out a few things this weekend. After a long talk with my sister, she told me that she to has recently started having problems with agoraphobia. She doesnt want to leave her home. THis really freaked me out because she is SO OUTGOING. She is never still. She travels the world literally and has been everywhere.

She told me a few things about my family I didnt know, tons of mental illness on both sides of the family.

Lots of things I really had no idea of. I knew about my dad, he had phobic fears of certain things. I really am the mirror image of him.