I'm making better choices today. If I'm not happy maybe I should do something to make me happy. You know. Like get out and fake it for a while. Or dress up and go out to the mall. That alwaysmade me feel better before. I lost 8 pounds that should be making me happy and motivated right at the moment. But I've just sortof lost all luster this week.

I was outside all day yesturday. And my skin and joints are paying for it. Maybe I am getting a bit loopie again. Who knows. The sunshine was wonderfully warm. I haven't had to turn the heat on once.  Amazing for this state.

My baby wants to play so I guess we will go. I will fake on..fake on..