|Jun 10 2009|
i guess i am just going to rant. i use to work at nursing homes as a med tech. i am use to passing pills, not taking pills. i am so sick and tired of taking all these pills that don't seem to help most of the time. i know that it is just part of fibro. i know that it sounds bad, but i wish that what i will call normal people, could feel the pain that we fibromits feel. most days i feel like i am a borden to my B/F.. he does not seem to thank that. i just wish that i would feel better and not have all the pain that i do have. friday june the 5th was the best day that i have had since feb 18th. damn i am so freaken tired. i am just so damn sick and tired of all the bull sh*t that is going on in my life. and to tell the truth there is nothing going on in my life. i feel like a prisoner in my own home. this is not like me. i would love to just pack a bag and run away. i would love to go the the ocean and swim in the water and lay on the beach in the sun. all by myself. well i guess i will try to sleep. don't seem to have luck in that department either. feel so alone right now. like i am the only person on the earth... well good day..
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