I can't believe how tired and in pain I have been for sometime now.  I spent yesterday with my husband shopping and last night everything hurts.  I am still considering the 5 hour carride to NY for a family reunion on the 20th.  If I don't remember to keep my legs out straight then I can walk when I get out.  The braces are leaving some burns on my legs.  I now have to baby powder my braces.  Atleast I will smell like a baby. I mean a clean baby. Not one with a dirty diaper. I have got to talk my Rhumy into helping me to get a scooter so that my insurance would pay 90%.  He would have to meet with me and the scooter man.  I think that is odd.  Why can't my doctor just write a letter?  I really need this.  I can't not stand or walk with out pain in my si joints and my legs.  This has got to work out.  If I go to NY I am going to rent a scooter.  We are going to be at a college baseball game.  This is the level where the scouts look for players.  My cousin is on the team.  It would be fun.  Should or Shouldn't I?  That is the question.