Today I am in the same mood as I was in yesterday.  I keep going over in my mind why did this happened.  I use to be so happy and friendly.  Now I spend most of the days in the house andnot answering the phones.  I wish I had a hobby that I could do.  But I have problems with my fingers and muscles in my arms.  I am trying hard to come up with something.  Maybe tomorrow will be a better day!