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May 20
2008
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Well, I spend my days alone. I feel left out. But there is nothing I can do about it. Everybody works and I can not. The only thing I have to talk about is my pains and people are sick of that. I am on two antidepressants and I am not happy at all. This is just not fair. I am in so much pain in my knees and back and my arms so I really can do anything. I wish there was a support group around here for Fibro. That would be great! Maybe someday!
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I always feel alone weather I am or not. My people are all sick of hearing about my pain too. I am thinking of you!
I spend most of my time alone also. If it weren't for my 2 cats & my dog--- Constant unbearable pain makes things so much worse. I'm here off and on most every day if you need a friend.
written by cinderella, May 21, 2008
I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT U MEAN BY EVERYONE GETTING SICK OF HEARING ABOUT YOUR BODY IN PAIN, I THINK THAT IT IS JUST EASIER FOR THEM TO SHRUG IT OFF BECAUSE THAT IS PROBALLY EASIER FOR THEM THAN ACTUALLY TRYING TO CARE. I GET VERY FRUSTRATED AND ANNOYED FOR THE SAME REASONS I HOPE YOU FIND SOME GOOD FRIENDS ON THIS SITE AS I HAVE, I AM SO GRATEFUL THAT I COULD CRY, IT REALLY HELPS TO HAVE PEOPLE WHO DO ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND AND IT REALLY SEEMS A SHAME THAT IT TAKES COMPLETE STRANGERS TO HELP US. I HOPE SO MUCH FOR U THAT YOU GET THE SUPPORT U NEED, I HAVE HERE AND KNOW THAT IF YOU GIVE IT TIME YOU WILL TOO. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO MESSAGE ME ANYTIME YOUR MOST WELCOME AND I ALWAYS ANSWER ALL OF MY PRIVATE MESSAGES, EVEN IF THERE ARE HEAPS, I FEEL HONOURED TO BE ABLE TO HELP IN SOME SMALL WAY, AND REALLY APPRECIATE THE SUPPORT THAT OTHERS GIVE ME XXXX {{{{soft and gentle hugs}}}} AND MANY PREYERS AENT YOUR WAY. XXXX 
Dear dear person,
I am sad that this is the end for you. Your body is overworked, overstressed and overstimulated. Please find a way to repair these issues, however dire they may seem. I work primarily with persons afflicted with developmental disabilities in his or her last stages of life. Sometimes they feel this way for 10 or 20 years before they actually cease to live. It will come, the sooner you stop fighting the more the hand on the clock is moving towards the final hour. Don't go that way. You have life in you, or you wouldn't be involved in this place. You have your mind, your limbs (though hurting) and your precious spinal cord intact. Fight to have the rest of your life as something that feels sweet and fresh. The past is gone, tomorrow you can wake up and be and feel how you expect and want. It's okay to be okay. You are special and that is why you were given your first breath. Make sure when you take your last, that all of them in between were sighs of comfort or gasps of joy. Just try for one day. or one hour or even one minute. Please. I will think about what you say here until I know you know you can be okay.
I am sad that this is the end for you. Your body is overworked, overstressed and overstimulated. Please find a way to repair these issues, however dire they may seem. I work primarily with persons afflicted with developmental disabilities in his or her last stages of life. Sometimes they feel this way for 10 or 20 years before they actually cease to live. It will come, the sooner you stop fighting the more the hand on the clock is moving towards the final hour. Don't go that way. You have life in you, or you wouldn't be involved in this place. You have your mind, your limbs (though hurting) and your precious spinal cord intact. Fight to have the rest of your life as something that feels sweet and fresh. The past is gone, tomorrow you can wake up and be and feel how you expect and want. It's okay to be okay. You are special and that is why you were given your first breath. Make sure when you take your last, that all of them in between were sighs of comfort or gasps of joy. Just try for one day. or one hour or even one minute. Please. I will think about what you say here until I know you know you can be okay.
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