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Jul 10 2010 |
I've done itthis time. I have taken some of my wife's stimulant pills (prescription) and she found out. We were aalready on thin ice, now she has told me I get my shit together or I get left. These are the hardest words I have ever been told or have had to comprehend. I have already called the Pdoc on call and he upped my abilify from 20mg to 30mg, untill I get to my reg. Pdoc next week. I don't know what the fuck will happen. I don't want to lose my kids, my wife, my life. I feel so alone. I have no friends. I poured myself into my marriage and my wife. This is a seperate unhealthy issue that i have to work on in addition to my other issues. I need God and all the support I can get out of these boards. God help me.
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I'm listening to you and my heart goes out to you. I totally can relate to taking other people's pills, i used to do it yrs ago before i was put on meds myself, i took anything i could get my hands on. I have Klonopin to help me and take when needed. I have an addictive personality and want something anything to give me a lift and sometimes i can't find anything and i get real low from it. I come online here and i usually get lifted somewhat. We all definately need God, i'm glad to hear you say you are in need of Him, you are in my prayers this day and in the future, keep asking God for His love, strength and courage and also ask God to bless your wife too, hopefully she will be there to support you thru all this, wish you a good day, Dit (Lorry)
That's a no no!! I'm glad that you called your psychiatrist and got a medication adjustment. You better start getting your shit together is what I'm thinking. You don't want to lose your wife and kids. You aren't alone, we are here right along with you. I will pray for your situation and that you have the strength to fix this. I know you can do it, believe in yourself. You are a good person, show your wife this person. Hugs
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