the circle starts again

so i became a student 4 weeks ago, studying nutrition from home (the hospital) it was great, such a good start when your manic, i could tackle the world i was whizzing through my studies as well aseverything else - as you do when you get that way concentration goes out the window, i felt like the durecell bunnies on the baterry advert i just kept going, the staff were all telling me to slow down that this would come to a sticky end but i was too high to care, i felt it would last,

then three weeks later it hit me i broke down in tears and just lay on my bed crying and hurting myself, i was knackered, emotionally physically just too tiered and worn out to do anything,

i guess i learnt my lesson.