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I wish that the sadness would stop. I see this therapist in a couple of days. I am still trying to keep an open mind. I have been in tears too much the past two days. I am so tired. My 99 yr old grandmotherhas more energy than I have. I just don't know what to do anymore. Sometimes during the past few days, I figure that life isn't worth living. I am having a hard time trying to find the reason to keep on living. Don't worry. I won't do anything stupid. OMG!! The tears again. I can't write anymore.