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Up All night

Jul 07 2012

The boys and 2 friends left at 12midnight. They will be able to see the sun rise off the Atlantic coast. I guess that's one of the reasons I can't sleep. The other is I went against myhusband and let them take my car. He said he wasn't so hot on the idea, then he said he didn't want them to take it. I should have told the boys that and not let them have it. I'll be praying for their safety, and that I have no regrets about lending them my car. Even the dog gave up on me and slept in the living room. Joe slept on the couch.

in the mean time my feet hurt and my stomach is acting up and I'm shaky all over.

My shot of Methotrexate is in the morning, I wanted to make a crab quiche, now I hope I'm up to it, I'll be tired later.

I feel really bad both physically and mentally.

Previous diary posts by claphappy:

Lab called
This and that, Friday
Looking for someone
Oh that dog!
hope for the hurting

To Hot to Party
The week end & 4th
back to it
Friday
I will

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written by peteyfoozer, July 08, 2012

I don't know about you, but conflict makes me stress out and the stress triggers more symptoms. It's so hard sometimes to let it go and try to salvage the day...occassionally someone will remind me to give the day to the Lord and He somehow manages to redeem it for me. I hope you feel better and the kids have a wonderful time. Husbands can be such hemmorhoids sometimes, but we are so lucky to have em. God bless, tomorrow is another day. smilies/tongue.gif