superwoman

Good news!! I at 14 weeks and everything seems to be ok with my baby.  Now my home life is a real different story!!!..  I love my child's father but Im really sick and trired of the bullshit.  I found out he talking to two or three different females and the first time I dont answer the phone he wants to throw a fit..  Fuck that shit!  Im concerned about the being prepa

im trying to stay calm but im really scared. Im 11 weeks pregnant and i started spotting light pink to light red blood. I did have a pap smear a few days before it started. Im just so scared i mightbe having a miscarriage. I go back to the doctor this week 2 get a sonogram. I think if i am having a miscarriage i dont know what to do with myself. I will clearly be depressed and wouldnt want

this day is starting off crazy! My boyfriend just told me that my best friend who is also his cousin has been saying some pretty fucked things about us. I really dont want to believe it but i guessits true. I dont understand it. I just feel like his family is so fucking messy its ridiculous! And on top of this bullshit i just found out i was pregnant. Ive been praying and the last thing i n

i cant believe its almost christmas and im not reallly in the spirit. I will just be thankful if the good lord keeps me and my loved ones above ground. Thats the only present i want. My boyfriend isprobably going to be in a bad mood because his cousin died some years back on new years day. Ill probably end up going to work just to avoid his mood swings. I would love to go home for christmas b

i thank god that i found this site and i thank god that others here can relate to me. Im starting not to feel so alone. Today has been ok. I didnt have to have a drink this morning. I know sometimes idrink too much but sometimes he stresses me out so much that i just drink myself dammn near to death. I try to deal with his mood swings because i know he is bipolar but some days are worse than oth

im really getting fed up with him. Im tired of the name calling and making me feel like everything i say and do is wrong. I know i cant b right all the time but damn am i really that bad? I feel likei cant really express myself because he feels like he has the upper hand. Everytime i try to leave somthing happens. I feel like im cut off from everybody but he is free to do what he wants. I kno