|Apr 11 2011|
Glad to be starting my second week with J out of the house. The weekend was a bit crazy because of him and I am realizing that I need to do more than just live apart from him. I need somereal space from him. He is a manipulative user and I cannot let him get to me. This weekend, just minutes after a discussion where he tried to convince me to let him move back in, he accidentally sent a text to me asking another woman out. At least this time I didn't get angry -- just kind of feels like one big, sad, pathetic joke right now.
Our anniversary is this week. Got an email this morning from a local restaurant wishing us happy anniversary and offering a discount on an anniversary dinner. Made me sick to my stomach and want to cry at the same time.
I hate him. I love him. I just want to be free of him.
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