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cwille"MDJunction means a lot to me, i have been to other sites where you would post a question or comment and never get an answer, not here, somebody will answer your comment or question and not make you feel stupid or think you made a ridiculous question, the people here even though they are not doctors are very knowlegdgable about thier conitions and that makes me very comfortable. From the beginning i have felt very secure in my comments knowing that i will recieve knowelegable and nice answers." (cwille)

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Shauna81 Starting my online diary to help me cope with my new diagnosis.

I feel trapped...

Feb 23 2012
Superbowl sunday is a day I will never forget. After a year long deployment and much tension between my husband and I, I finally lost it completely. I thought that my husband was trying to hurt me andI called the cops and said he had a gun. I dont know what made me think I saw one and I cant believe that I went that far. I always feel like hes going to leave me anyway so why not make him leave me first. Or that hes out to hurt me on purpose. Why? Why do I hurt the man I love, the people I love. Why do I have outbursts of rage that I cant control? I started therapy about two weeks ago, two times a week and its going great so far. But were just getting started so i havent learned how to deal with the mood swings or what to do when I feel angry or want to shut everyone out. I just feel lost and trapped in my own body. One minute Im happy the next i hate my life. What do I do, where can I go to get group help. Someone to explain to me how to help myself when I feel this way. I am even more over anxious because of the legal issues my husband is facing because of my illness. That really is eating at me so much I cant seem to function even more so than before. Its just hanging over my head. I wish I had a crystal ball to tell me what to do and how to handle my life... 

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