|Jul 14 2009|
I am feeling pretty good these days. I believe my bipolar is under control, at last at last and my hypothyroidism is under control too.
I am still having trouble with sleeping butam working on it. I started seroquel but man that stuff kicks my ass. I started at 400mgs and am down to 25 and still feel like a drunk when I wake up. Not sure if I will be sticking with it or not. I still have trouble falling asleep even with it. I think we might go to a stronger anti-anxiety med next. I have racing thoughts that don't quit and think something stronger might help. In spite of this stuff I still feel better than I have in ages.
I recently had my thyroid checked again since I am no longer on lithium. Not sure how much it will tell since I am on levo anyway. Seems like that might cause a false reading.
I am sorry again to everyone I have ignored in the hypo forum. I know I have apologized before but I think if any of you read this you will know how sorry I am for ignoring my duties as group leader.
Now for my weight. I have lost all but two pounds. I feel great! Going from 194.6 down to 160 has done me a world of good and my therapist thinks it helps my mood too. Everyone says I look great. It feels so good to hear that.
Right now I have fivce of my grandchildren here with me and they are driving me crazy. Either kids are brattier than they used to be or I have less patience. I never thought I'd be saying this but I can't wait til they go home.
Mohegan Sun here I come.
I need to vent before I see my daughter
Me and wanting a job
I think this is how I am supposed to feel.
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