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so young..why me??

Why is it that I am so young, and I seem to be getting worse and worse when it comes to sickness. I never seem to have a good day. Whether it be migraines, IBS, or Fibromyagia, I never seem to get a break..Today is no different.

so young, why me

Jul 08 2010

I feel like I can not catch a break. I keep wondering, why I have been put in this position. Sometimes I wonder if God is just testing me, to see how much I can handle. This year has been sorough on me, not to mention this time last year when I found I have IBS. I think I was in better health before I had children. But even with that, I think that I would not have done anything different had I known my health would be like this.

I am so ready for a change, to feel my age and to be able to have the energy to take care of my family. Only time will tell I guess...doctor appt. on the 13th should shade some light on everything.

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written by Kaylove8888, July 08, 2010

Are you wearing my shoes? lol. I hope you feel some relief soon.

written by Pixie1960, July 08, 2010

Hi Meganking,

I can so relate...but of course for me the heading should be "I'm so old, why me?' I'm actually only 50 years old but with all the health issues I have (especially the parkingsons and IBS-M I often feel much older.

I too often wonder when am I going to get a break...literally one thing after another. Money issues, health issues, relationship issues and so on. I am also bi-polar and see my therapist ever other week. She gave me the best advice...if you have control over it then do something about it...if you don't well let go and let go. I know it's not easy to do but with some practice it gets a little easier. It took me quite a while, and I'm not perfect yet but I'm getting a lot better at it.

Give it a try...over and over...and over again and let me know how it goes!!

You take care!

Hugs,
Kathleen

PS Hope your doctor appointment goes well.

written by Pixie1960, July 08, 2010

Sorry...I meant to say let go and let God

written by meganking05, July 21, 2010

I am so conflicted about my emotions right now...I am not sure what I am supposed to do. My hubby has not really had any physical or emotional contact with me, sense I got diagnosed..and today he is acting like I am just some random girl on the street.. I texted him because he is out of town, and he said....what do you want..I mean that is not what is said to a wife from her husband....maybe I am depressed like everyone says....because stuff like that really gets to me