I don't know what I'll be writing about...probably just whatever is bothering me. http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/so-many-doctors-so-little-time Sat, 18 May 2013 16:14:57 +0100 FeedCreator 1.7.2 http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/so-many-doctors-so-little-time/feeling-strange Med changes are making me feel weird. I was quite stable until I saw my new psychiatrist and I pointed out that I can't afford one of my drugs and that something is contributing to weight gain andI need something for my ADD. Well. He made a bunch of changes and I keep taking caffeine and drinking energy drinks and I guess all of this is a bad combo. I know that I need to wait for my new meds to build up in my systems, especially the Lamictal. That one takes quite some time due to the slow do [...] kailur http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/so-many-doctors-so-little-time/stupid-bunions-whiny-vain-and-half-joking Bunions...they're actually not as gross as they sound. They're not an infectious disease, they're not a type of fungus...they're just my toes facing the wrong direction. And healthcarepractitioners often think that I've brought this upon myself. "Wear a lot of high heels?" They'll ask. I think that they must be idiots - how could I have given myself bunoins from high heels at such a young age? How old do you think I am? It's more understandable if I were to [...] kailur http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/so-many-doctors-so-little-time/i-give-up-58229 I'm so upset...I want to cry. I'm so sick of all of this medical and psychiatric crap. I don't want to do it anymore. Why can't any aspect of me or my life be just a tad "normal"? I know that there is no such thing as normal, but there does seem to be such a thing as abnormal. And I feel like I'm it. I feel so alone. My boyfriend doesn't even seem to believe me anymore. I think that he thinks that I need to just stop obsessing over everything. How can I not, whe [...] kailur http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/so-many-doctors-so-little-time/total-crash I am having a complete crash coming down from today's Nuvigil. It is actually slightly difficult to type this because my arms feel so heavy. Ugh...I haven't had this happen yet, but it will bea week on Friday that I've been taking it, so I'm sure I just need to get used to it. But I did a lot today, so I'm sure that didn't help. It's a little too early to go to bed, and even if I did I would probably wake up at a weird time because it's so early. I can't type [...] kailur http://www.mdjunction.com/diary/so-many-doctors-so-little-time/want-to-cry-beacuse My direct deposit isn't in my bank account. I set it up for my new bank about 3-4 weeks ago and I was told by payroll that it would start going through on this pay period. Well, it didn't and now I have to wait until 8:00am when they open to call and find out what's going on. I have basically no money, and very little gas in my car. I need to be able to drive back home from my dorm and that's about 65 miles away. Not to mention that if I did get a physical check, that is also abo [...] kailur