|Jun 07 2009|
WOW, making memory of how stupid ive been, specially at NY, i went there looking for a new life, to find myself, to change, to start all over, and i just learned a lesson......
While rememberingo had great times but algo disgusting, stupid ones.
Most of them caused by me.
Another day, i went out my friend from Mexico and we had a friend from mexico aswell but she was a resident (Naim) there, she didnt have a big house or anything and lived at a not too good neighbourhood, anyway we went to her house for a sleep over. It was sunday, we had a good peaceful day, we cooked mexican food and beers and watched some tv, just any given sunday stuff. so suddenly we felt like drinking at a pub but it was too late to go to NY cos she had to work the next day and my friend had school, there wasnt too many open pubs in the area.
So finally naim told us about a pub but was a very local pub, we didnt care so we got in, we were the only females in there, we didnt care, my friend asked for a scotch, naim asked ofr a beer and i asked for vodka, there we were sitting and getting drunk, the bartender bought us a round, then a waiter bought us another one, after 3 or 4 rounds, our friend naim said we sould leave cos of the time, so the bartender who i guess was the owner, asked everyone to leave except us, so my friend and i who were a little bit drunk didnt want to leave, they asked us to stay and said they would close the bar for us and that we could drink anything we wanted. So naim got alittle bit crazy and said "ill go get the car, you better be waiting for me outside in 10 secs" as soon as she left one of the waiters locked the door behind her, and started asking us to "play"body shots, we were giggling and not thinking, just being drunk and stupid, we were about to get on the bar, when naim started knocking, the bartender told the waiters to keep the door locked, while naim was knocking and while they were giving us hands to get on the bar, so naim kept knocking and calling us, the guys asked us if we wanted to leave and we said no, so the waiter shouted to naim telling her we wanted to stay, so naim shouted back and said in spanish we were *(&#^(*@ that we better got our asses out cos they wanted to rape us or do something, as soon as i heard the word rape, i felt so stupid and my head alarm went on telling me i had to leave the place, i told my friend in spanish we better leave now, she was more drunk than I was and she didnt want to, meanwhile naim was yelling again saying that if they didnt open the door in 5 secs she would call the cops and accuse them of kidnap, rape and for letting and under age in. They opened up and asked again if we wanted to stay but i was already at the door trying to run away and hoping to get hit by a car for being so stupid.
Thank god we got back to naims home, safe, a little bit drunk and with nothing but a stupid desition(sp?) that thank god didnt led too far..
Is good that im writting it all, im realizing how stupid i am and how many bad desitions (sp?) ive taken, and how to change that weak criteria i have got.
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