Why wear a ribbon?

"My mother survived uterus cancer." (RnRGirl)

MDJunction to me

"MDJunction has been my lifeline. In the beginning, when I was at my worst physically and emotionally people helped me through the rough times with compassion, understanding and information. As I progressed and finally got a handle on my condition, giving back that same support and hope has been my mission. To all that come here seeking help or information, you will be able to find in all of the various forums; no matter what issues you are going through, there is always a helping hand to raise you up and provide hope and support when you need it the most." (thematrix777)

more testimonials

So it goes...

Try to vent every other day my feelings and hopefully healing process

dont ask....

Apr 01 2009

ive gotto this poin, where i think im ready.

Im ready to share my experience with real people finally...

I tried it before at a help center but wow, just couldnt...

besided i heard some other stories and i felt like nothing happend. In a way that helped me out, i dont know if that is good or bad, but at this point of my life i feel proud of surviving, sometimes i feel weak (will sound harsh) when i feel down and i start to critisize myself i call myself weak for whinning at "nothing" compared to other people...sometimes im proud of myself...sometimes im just numb and dont feel anything at all..

at the center they used to say: wrong time, wrong place. and it was over my power.

i try to stick to those phrases, but it sounds empty most of the times, i know they are suppoussed to help.....not to me.....

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written by clemaire, April 02, 2009

How long ago was ur rape? I am new too. And feel very alone and isolted.