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Snowi Babbles

just trying to get out my thoughts and feelings so they don't consume me.

easter pain

Apr 24 2011

holidays trigger my grief very badly. it is hard to believe that losing jayden still hurts this bad 15 months later but it does. i made it through Easter last year even though i have no idea what i didi just do not rember. so i thought it would hurt less this year. no such luck. i think it is different cause last year i should have been preggie and this year i should have a 9 month old jayden. i should make me feel better that she is wonderful and happy in heaven but although it is selfish i would rather have her with me. i just wanted to express her much i love and miss my baby girl.

Previous diary posts by Snowi:

confused
sometimes the loss just hurts too much
mil dying detachment issues
craft show the good news and the bad news
miscarriage is nor fair

Dreading christmas
memorial service
big sister to a baby angel
finally decided grave issue
medicare rant

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written by scorpioj, April 24, 2011

Hugs and comfort dear Snowi, I wish for you to hurt a little less each day, while holding the precious memory of an angel, your baby girl Jayden.
scorpioj with much affection my friend,