Sleepless Nights

Oh my gosh it seems like the enemy is really on his grind I am quickly irritated and that is not me, first off I joined this online support group and I was a member for over a year and a half and I wasreplying to posts sending heartfelt wishes/prayers and they just told me on 1-7-that I was being censored!! that I can not tell people to seek God etc, or how God works in my life because that is forcing my religion on other people(now this did not come from the woman I was writing who in her own post said how she stopped going to church because lupus sometimes has you looking a swollen multicolored mess)I told her not to stop going to church God is the one who you can turn to and I got a letter personalized in my inbox telling me i was on probation!! so I forwarded her letter that she posted then the next day they told me it was because my contacts had been compromised and someone was sending link for Canadian meds, give me a break so I opted out unsubscribed and now for the last 2 1/2 weeks I keep getting mail from them posts/updates/file crap so my question to them is if you can stop my post within an hour you can't take me off ur crappy list- sheesh- now like I told the moderator I'll call her Sandra- I stopped coming to the site for a while before because I didn't like the vibe then but I said must be me being thin-skinned, and I don't want to form an unfavorable taste for others who are going through what I am-been where I am-or newbies, but like its said ya can put lipstick on a pig but its still a pig- its just not the group for me or people like me-the end was coming but now that it is leave me alone-ya didn't wanna talk to me when I was a member now your blowing up my box with updates and junk, ya lied to me about me, I won't recommend this site to anyone under 65-yuckers, they just really irritate me-one thing I really have zero tolerance for is a liar, keep liars at arms length thank you very much, yes I really do accept apology and forgive you wisdom tells me to be wary and gotta listen to her she's kept me more than a little bit- whew ok not so upset anymore I usually don't bother with the irritants I have to keep me stress free to stay healthy