Skye's World

OK so today started off painful. Yes I woke up late, like I have been lately. Just can't get to sleep and plus just sleeping so much in the day and then it screws me up for sleeping at night...oh the joys...
anyways, I get ready to go down to Steph's house. Get in the car drive 10 minutes away en route to the gas station to get gas and snacks and drinks for the ride down(mind you my choice of snacks of course was chocolate!) And I get a text from Steph oh I need two dozen eggs! So I'm like I guess I"ll have to turn around and go back home. So I did. Got home unlocked the house with my keys, went into the kitchen put the keys on the counter, and grabbed the eggs. Ran out the door shut the door behind me...oh shit...I forgot my keys! I am totally locked out of the house. All doors are locked of course like they should be. And I looked for my spare keys and they weren't where they should be...stupid forgetful me forgot to put them away from my last emergency locking myself out episode!!!fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so now I'm flipping out, and so I am desperately looking through my purse, my car anything to try to find a key something. And I find the plastic key that goes with my car, emergency key. So supposely it's only supposed to unlock the car door but not start the engine. I get my door unlocked, and start the engine...damn toyota company, they have no fucking clue what they are talking about. Cause the stupid (wonderful key that saved my ass sorry) actually starts the engine when they said it didn't. Sorry I obsess over stupid shit, and it pisses me off and I just get pissy. SO YOU GET MY POINT ALREADY
So at least I can drive my car. So I said what the hell I am still going down to see Steph. I drive down...of course I forgot my eggs for Steph with all the upheaval and drama(I swear the drama never ends for me!!!) So shit right?
So I talked to Steph on the phone about what happened and she was like are there any other spare keys? Well I thought about it...yes actually there is. My mom has a spare key to my house cause she knew about the other time I locked myself out and had to have a lock smith come and save my ass. So my mom is gone to Prince Edward Island in Cananda this weekend, which means I won't get to spend mother's day with her. But we will have a raincheck, so my point is: she's not home to let me in...but it gets better(seriously) I remember she showed me where she hides her house key. So I'm saved. I get the house key, get into the house, go get my house key, lock her house up real tight(her house was vandalized on Christmas day,,, imagine that, fuckers) so I lock the house up tight knowing there are freaks out there that get high on stealing things. Put away the keys back in the hiding place. Go on my merry way...so while I am driving damn it. I realize I have my mom's house keys with me and I put away my house keys in her hidey spot, jeezum!!!! I can't get nothing right!!!!!!!!
So I go to Steph's finally. Knowing I will have to go back to my mom's and switch the keys. Was going great until we got to Peggy's house where we watch tv and hang out and bead together. As soon as I get out of the car in her driveway... I lost the damn key again!!! My emergency key!!!! And here now I am responsible to get Rebecca and Steph home!!!!(Rebecca is another bipolar friend of mine) So fuck you Skye, you fucking loser, fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ughhhhhhhhhh
anyways...Peggy, Rebecca and Steph, like rip apart my car...they know all the shit in my car and all the nooks and crannies. Didn't find the key. Ugh if I didn't find the key...nervous breakdown....anxiety attack holy shit...totally.
So I go inside and look in my purse and lo and behold the damn key was in my purse all along....
I am telling so much fucking drama, I hate this. I forget things. I don't know where I put things, I lose things, I'm rushed, I'm late I'm late, I'm late for a very important date!!! Fucking flighty brain of mine. Blame me, blame the mental illness, or just plain lazy, undisciplined, wacked out me.