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As i type my daily thought my fingers wont move, they are slow and sluggish. forgive the typos lol

Today i am just numb my mind and body feel apart...my nerves are so tight i feel like a rubberbandbeing stretched and twisted..like i am a 7.5 earthquake...feel like i am plugged into a outlet...i  am a little thought in my mind being pulled aroung in a carrage in a bumpy hillside..i hate this ride and i want off...cant seen to find the exit... screaming and throwing things doesnt work..being nice and talking it out doesnt work...feeding it toxins and poisons dont work...how do i get out...i hate this ride but it looks like its going to be a long one...ill just put on my seatbelt and hang on tight untill its over...........................................................................................................