Well, things are looking up!  I finally found a good job.  I want to write this down so I can read it when I get pissed off at something and want to quit, lol.  Im really excited about the job and the pay is awesome!  Its for one of my best friends so I want to do a good job.  Also, Ive been exercising... walking at the park, trying to drop some of this weight.  I went 3 miles hte first day and then 2 1/2 the second time.  I didnt get to go today because it was raining.  I decided to stop taking the meds because theyre not helping me.  I didnt think that I would be one to say that but the only thing they do is make me fat so oh well.  The doc gave me some diet pills today so Im excited about that too.  My goal is to lose atleast 10 pounds in the first months... fingers crossed.  I will keep you posted as I find out how much I lose.  Im really going into all of this with high hopes... the most hope that Ive found in awhile, so Im happy!  T'was a GOOD DAY!