|Feb 04 2009|
How much can an individual take before their world falls?
Leukemia, blood clots,
How much can a person really take? Leukemia, bloodclots,( pulmonaryembolism,BP and back surgery.
Going to court 2x to take care of visitation and child support. Can`t handle any more than this. SSI, VA benefits; all in progress.
I`m on the edge of nowhere. Not depression, not mania. Something in between.I`m aware of the triggers. Stress is a big one.
IF i took a job I`d lose my mind. What can I do to manage this?
I`ve been dealing with this longer than most and I`ve reached my breaking point. I want peace and nothing more. I feel like running, but that`s the worst thing I could do. I`ve done that before and it lead to more pain.
I`m not going into the BP thing; it doesn`t matter. A man or woman can take only so much before cracking . I`m waiting and that`s it. A plane flying in circles that can`t land. What can I do?
I`m tired and at that point. Not suicide! Breaking and falling into an Abyss.
How much is too much? How far can I fall? What `s next?
I love Jesus and wonder where He is sometimes. He`s there, but sometimes I`m so bewildered I can`t see what is real.
My faith is all I have. I pray that someone understands where I am.
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