Why wear a ribbon?

"My Granny fought a very long battle with COPD for at least 15 years and passed f..." (tennwife)

MDJunction to me

"MDJunction means that I no longer have to feel like I am the only person in
the world with pericarditis. It means that I can talk to others who know
how stressful and how painful having pericarditis can be. It means that I
connect with others to discuss treatments that have or haven't worked for us, so that we have a leg to stand on. I think that having my friends at
MDJunction has allowed me to better mentally and emotionally process my
diagnosis and what it means to me. I feel so lucky to have this community
available to me. I use MDJunction as a way to use my experience to help
others. Reaching out to help others is the only solace I have found since
being diagnosed with pericarditis." (Hazeldee)

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clip its from posts on the forum, good info for me so I dont forget this stuff. Sometimes I know it, sometimes I dont.

self pitty

Mar 19 2011

I have been feeling alittle better, almost happy today and yesterday, wow! I need so much! I need support, I am thankful to this site as read so many stories similar to mine. I do getjealous and even angry with the success stories as if it will never happen to me, but it will right, no need for anger and jealousy which makes me ashamed for feeling that way. I know I should see others success as it is incouraging, maybe that will come later. I have been lurking here for awhile now and even posting alittle, but never asking for the help or support in which I really need, I almost cry just writing this, as if I of course dont deserve it. How rediculous my mind is thinking I must sacrifice everything and receive nothing. I think it is this thought process that keeps me so sick, I do deserve love, support, happiness, and anything else everybody deserves. Maybe some day I will believe this. deb

Previous diary posts by manicmetoo:

I am so angry!
Relief is gone!
Feeling a hint of relief
random babbles
waiting for the magic

hopeless
lost in a fog
loneliness
searching for me..

Comments (3) Add Comment

written by IDoNotKnow, March 19, 2011

{{{MANICMETOO}}}

written by IDoNotKnow, March 19, 2011

You do deserve love, support and happiness!!!
If you want to talk I am around.

written by manicmetoo, March 19, 2011

thankyou!