|May 06 2010|
ok just started my cycle. it would explain my anger the past couple of days, lol. no wonder i turned green and grew to six feet tall. otherwise i made it through work today, sleepy as hell. hope i didnt screw up too much ;) and tomorrow, i get to start work at 6am...despite the fact i put 8am on my availability. yet another proof that my job doesn't care what hours i can work. ugh. guess i'll just have to go to bed early tonight.
no rejection email yet on my last interview but i fully expect one within the month. ok so my positive outlook is nonexistent. i gave my standard positive answers for the interview, highlighted my strong points. they asked why i've been at walmart for two years. i explained i wanted to fully learn the customer service experience as it's a lot different from interactions on the phone. thought it was a good explanation. i probably could have added that i don't like to job hop. it just didn't occur to me at the time. eh well. i'll add that next time for any future interviews with different companies. maybe I could have said that I wanted to learn as much as I could about the company. they asked why I worked at one company for three months and I explained I left was for medical reasons. worked like a charm, they did not ask me to explain further.
still doing some research on aspergers. son is having trouble in job corps and thinking of quitting still. trying to find solutions to help him remove the distractions that keep him from studying. suggested to him to use the library. a noisy dorm room can drive anyone nuts. i feel overwhelmed sometimes trying to learn more about my condition and his. i feel ill prepared to deal with it all and wish i'd win the lottery so i can take care of all this. set up a trust for him. right now i can barely take care of myself and my family.
anyway been bored lately so i've been watching youtube videos on how to dance. sounds like one of my projects that i'll never finish, lol. i never learned how to dance. when i was younger, all the GOOD clubs never had the room to dance properly. sounds like it might be fun. been working on the thriller dance. say what you will about MJ, but he was a damn good entertainer and his moves were awesome. maybe by the time halloween rolls around i'll have it down pat. roflmao!
day 1 of 1200 mg of trileptal
bored bored bored bored bored
feeling like I just came back from a willie nelson...
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