I'm so confused from my racing thoughts latelty...My fear of fight or flight has been kicking in which always leaves me running from my husband....His negative vibes and verball hurtfullness hasleft me feeling worthless and exhausted....

I know I need to go back to councelling as I second guess all my feelings and wonder if it's just my disease rather than  trusting myself...

Well, today I woke up from having horrifying dreams of my daughter....My daughter was recently threatened with a gun by her ex and now he is in jail and she is in a rehab..He is a real scary guy andhas threatened to kill the entire family....real big man...My night mare is that she walked out of treatment..

We have been dealing with this guy for the last 6 months....Her calling me up scared....helping her get away and then she runs back....I'm so tired...I sure hope this scared her enough...Her friends sure have had enough of her.