need motivation |
Jan 28 2010 |
suprisingly i don't feel horrible today like i usually do. not up, just ok. it's nice, but i still need some motivation to do some cleaning up around this place. my kids' room is a total mess. my room is a total mess and the bathroom needs a good cleaning. i've been going through a lot of shit recently, having turned to some drug use to cope and now feeling addicted. this is a problem. i have an addictive personality and have trouble when something acually makes me feel good. i don't think i've been hypomanic for over a year now, just depressed. i remember halfway through school the energy and going out and shopping and drinking. now i struggle everyday. although i used to get into trouble when up, i wish i could trigger a little hypomania just to have some energy and to feel like doing something.
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I'm glad you're feeling ok today, it's progress! Take it easy and do what you can in your own time. Don't push yourself so that you feel you have to use to cope. Are your meds ok? Maybe talk to pdoc as you're so very down, I went onto a good anti-dep and has changed my life !! hugs xx
Hey lady, nice to see you on today, and remember things will get better but the road is rocky and winding. Hell when we first met I was just coming over a rough patch and beginning a new life with someone special like you. Need help all you have to do is ask and I will be there for you....Tom
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