|May 14 2008|
well, the kid called me about his diploma. I was cold to him. especially since he is playing games and fucking around....I started to shake....you know how you can get when your bodyis like fight or flight.
I said: what do you want me to do? he said he needed it right away, and that is why I said that to him. shit....yah....I gotta jump just cause he says, that is fucked.
then he said: i hear you've had conversations with my ex. hmmmm...i told her not to say to him we had spoken. so she is history, and this is NOT a surprise....it is so sad when you seem to like these young girls, but this is the second time she has done something like this.
when he said that I did not answer and switched it on him and said, well call me tonight about the diploma>? OK, ....bye.
so, if he wants this so bad, he has to call me. Screw all of them....I am not gonna explain anything to this kid or the other.
I think I will never have a relationship with him, because of his personality. Screw it.
I go to that class tomorrow. I hope I learn alot over the next 6 months...I did not ask him how he ws doing, NOTHING>
that is how I am gonna keep it. You treat people how to treat YOU....so I am just gonna be cold. no more loving attitude. him not taking the food yesterday that I left is like him, yet again, saying FUCK YOU.
also, I am not gonna leave this "under my mat" for him to get. If he wants it, he has to see me in FUCKING PERSON.
feeling down and blue
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