Why wear a ribbon?

"I have friends who fight this battle" (blour)

MDJunction to me

"What MD Junction means to me is a place where i can feel like im not alone. As someone with something as rare as hydrocephalus, it feels like im the only one in the world with it. When i came to MD, its like everyone has it. It doesnt feel like im alone. And that people need to hold up a sign to say what i have, because people know. And they understand. I can get questions answered from people who have been through it rather than from doctors or people who only can tell you from a physical standpoint. THat is what MD junction means to me." (tomboykimi)

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Road to sanity is paved with rocks

I will try to use this to track my thoughts and get my feelings out in a healthy way

Mother's Day

May 08 2011

Mother's Day- bittersweet- I have the best son I could ever hope for. I just wish I had a relationship with my Mom- we sort of do, but it has always been very strained and sometimes nonexistent- she never said I love you when I was growing up, and she always thought I was a horrible kid- I guess I was, but I was going through a lot of stuff she did not realize I was allready mentally ill- she had never heard a lot about it- but I question that, because her sister, my aunt, has had bipolar and BPD since she was 19, and been on meds since then, so surely my Mom knew that her sister was mentally ill- my aunt has said that she tried to get my Mom to take me to a psych when I was in high school- but I do not blame her for anything- she did the best she could, just as I do- I never feel I am a deserving Mom- my son is so wonderful, and deserves the world- and I cannot really always function properly- well Happy Mother's Day to all the Moms out there

Previous diary posts by islandgirl24:

Manipulative?
Feeling lucky
Baker Act!
spinning round and round
MEDICINE UPS AND DOWNS

?????? what now
DAY 12 BACK ON MEDS
HERE WE GO- AGAIN
overwhelmed- ready for a change
Stressful weekend ahead

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