rip van winkle

its been a while since i have wrote and  a lot has went on since then.i am finally divorced as of april fools day lol...i thought it would all be over when it was final but he still makes me and kids  feel like we are living in a hell.narcolepsy is under control for the most part except now they are having trouble getting my meds in..i had to drive hour and half to another city last mont

 ..im still sleepy....people still dont understand and dont belive me ...ive met someone very special and i hope with all my heart it works out.ive felt so unloved and undeserving of things for solong but i belive im healing in that aspect of my life now.i know now that all the horriable things my ex told me about myself were not true and im still the sweet good person ive always have been.i

is it normal for marriages to start and fail when there is so much illness and is it normal  for spouse to start and disbelive your illnesses?

im still tired ....family is falling apart....is there any hope for me...???????xyerem is not knocking me out ..and i still wake up in three hours after taking it..last nite it was one hour after takingit 4.5  dose...ahhhhhhhhhhh

im suppose to start xyrem this week my mom is freaking out...my husband thinks he can do stuff to me while i sleep..im still tired all the time..my marriage is failing.........no one in my family understands....when i think of resting i think of nice winding down things but not anymore....i keep thinking..why me....