Random Thoughts of a Miscellaneous Mind

So the day I wrote my last entry, I went to the hospital.  I was in for three days before my husband busted me outta there.  It was another week and a half before I went back to work.  When I got back to work, I found that I had been demoted due to my absence and the days off that I've been working to get for over a year were given to someone else who hasn't been with the company for that long.  But they still want me to be in charge some nights because I do my job so well.  It would be a relief if I didn't have to still be in charge some nights for the simple fact that it is too much stress.  I'm just mad about how my boss handled the conversation.  But that's alright.  Ok, so I'm also mad that they still want me to be in charge every now and again.  You can't have it both ways.  You can't tell me that I'm no longer your shift sergeant and in the same breath say that you still want me to do in charge nights.  But if I want a shot at those days I've been working my ass off for in 3 months, I have to still be doing in charge nights.  I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't.  I just need to hurry up and get out of this job.  I need a normal schedule so that I can have some semblance of normalcy in my life.