I SUGGEST YOU LOOK AT THE PROFILE/PICTURES SECTION OF THIS BLOG

CLICK ON THE VERY FIRST PICTURE YOU SEE OF THE REAL ME AND READ WHAT I WROTE.

I DONT JUDGE PEOPLE AND HAVE NEVER TRIED OR WANTED TO CONTROLL THEM.

ALSO I NEVER TOOK A LARGE SUM OF MONEYLEADING TO SUSAN POWELLS DISAPPERANCE, ANOTHER WAY PEOPLE MAGAZINE ALMOST GOT ME KILLED.

AND SINCE YOU THINK I AM NOTHING OTHER THAN A MANIPULATING LYER WHY HAVEN'T YOU ADMINISTERED TO ME A MACHINE BASED POLYGRAPH THAT I HAVE OFFERED TO TAKE SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME 10 YEARS AGO?

also if you think im trying to be a jerk or cold hearted or it appears that way to you, then most likely i have no clue what's going on and am not in fact trying to be rude or anything bad , im not built to be any of those things and it is totally unnatural for me to be that way.

The people that i have had to be surrounded by throughout the last many years have managed to convince me that no one could possibly love me but i realize that i am loveable in everyway but have absolutely no selfesteem to think a man could love or want me.

Why is it......SO....... that you find the need to keep me alone and out of a relationship?  i could never want that for you even in rival times.

The following written by me on the tumblr.com site yesterday:

I AM NOT GAY!!!!!!  WHY DO YOU INSIST ON TRYING TO MAKE PEOPLE BELIEVE THAT I
WANT TO BE WITH A WOMAN.  i AM HETEROSEXUAL AND THIS IS A FORM OF SEXUAL
HARASSMENT AND SLANDER TO CONTINUE TO PORTRAY ME AS SOMETHING iM NOT.  iT MAKES
ME EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE.  i HAVE SAID THIS REPEATEDLY THROUGHOUT THE YEARS. 
i CANT FIND A MAN THAT IS ATTRACTED TO SUCH AN OUT OF SHAPE BODY -- THAT DOESN'T
MEAN IM
GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
YOU CONTINUE TO MAKE ME EXPERIENCE MY LIFE, MY TIME ON THIS EARTH, COMPLETELY
OPPOSITE FROM ANYTHING I HAVE EVER WANTED FOR MYSELF.  iF I TELL YOU I PREFER
ORANGES, YOU GIVE ME APPLES. IF I TELL YOU I PREFER BLACK YOU SURROUND ME WITH
WHITE.  (IM SPEAKING IN OPPOSITES NOT SAYING I PREFER BLACK AND ORANGES, IM
GIVING YOU AN EXAMPLE OF WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN DISHING OUT TO ME ALL ALONG.)

YOU REFERRING TO ME AS GAY IS ONLY ANOTHER DISAPPOINTMENT THAT I HAVE HAD TO
DEAL WITH FROM PEOPLE THAT KNOW BETTER.  i COULD NEVER BE SEXUAL WITH A WOMAN,
iM NOT EVEN CLOSE TO BI-SEXUAL, I'VE NEVER EVEN BEEN CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT IT WOULD
BE LIKE TO BE WITH A WOMAN.  YOU'VE BEEN TELLING PEOPLE I'VE BEEN GAY THIS WHOLE
TIME? AND YOU WONDER WHY I HAVE NO MAN?

i ABSOLUTELY ADORE ELLEN DEGENERES AND COULD TOTALLY HANG OUT WITH HER LIKE
SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND (NOT SAYING SHE'D WANT TO BE MY BEST FRIEND)  BUT THERE
WOULD BE NO CHANCE EVER THAT SOME SPARK WOULD APPEAR WHEN I HAVE BEEN
HETEROSEXUAL ALL MY LIFE.

i'VE NEVER BEEN AGAINST GAY PEOPLE BUT i AM FAR FROM GAY.

by the way i fully intend on paying to blog asap so that someone doesn't feel the need or justified in breaking publishing laws on blogsites that offer everyone the ability to come up with their own material but always choose to steel from me instead.

An exerpt from my other blog yesterday.

I'll keep you updated on the things you need to know......while I've been doing
this all along keep this in mind.......Reporters, whether they are journalists or
anchormen and women, make a shitload of money for the same thing that i've been
giving you for free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Like I said, I dont
have to receive payment for everything I do for people but i am noticing a
patern of everyone getting awefully used to and taking for granted that what I
have done for civilians as well as military personel and the secret service
would command  $60,000-$100,000 salary per year..........FOR EACH ONE!!!!!  And I
juggle all three usually at all times which means that i am worth at least
$300,000 per year that you are paying to a girl that plagerizes my information
to you and passes off as her own.

Knowing this as fact now, I dont ever want you to think that you can use the
word "ok" and try to punish me and my life after i have given you everything i
have and didn't ask you for anything other than my own earnings from my writing
and a protected status.  You call me ok when Im homeless, living in a vehicle
and make less than what poverty is considered you fucking selfish bastard.  All
to keep you and everyone else in the know so that you all dont go around trying
to kill eachother and me.